| Tuesday, March 27th, 2007 |
| 4:01 pm |
i need a break
so its around 4 pm on a tuesday. i have avoided working all day. i need to get out of this job. tomorrow is my last day. i can't wait to get out of here. i am leaving for montreal thurdsay for a long weekend kind of spring break. its an interesting crowd of my roommate jackie and 5 of my sisters. I enjoy all the people going and don't see any major probs. they are all pretty chill people and i feel like it will be a jolly good time.
i have been kinda MIA in the delco firends lives. i feel like i never know when they are home. if i knew i would so come home and catch up, if that makes sense. i just feel like i am a bad friend. i really do care about them a LOT.
life has been insane with work and sorority stuff. i can't wait to ajust to school and sorority again..
but i am also excited for opening day of the phillies and all of the phillies games i will be going to this season. We got this!
so i havent written in this thing in like 3 months or something?
not much is new. things with the bf are fantastic. its just nice to have a normal person who isnt super complicated and fun to hang out with. i enjoy him a bunch.
ok back to work..
Current Mood:  boredCurrent Music: ben fold is stuck in my head.. |
| Saturday, December 23rd, 2006 |
| 11:25 pm |
did I do something worng it seems like people want nothing to do with me.. I haven't seen some people in like ages and it just seems they don't want to see me ok maybe i have never been a phone person but i txt like its my job im just hoping its bc ppl are busy with the holidays and that i will see them after.. I only have a week off so it sucks to have spent 2 days and not seeing anyone I am glad to be home and I am hopeful that this holiday season will be joyous I am getting to a really happy point in my life and I am ok with that Okay well its almost christmas eve and i am excited about that! Merry Christmas!!!! |
| Wednesday, December 6th, 2006 |
| 3:03 pm |
Baby its cold outside..
So I haven’t updated in a bit. A lot has been going on I guess. ASA stuff is winding down; which is good. I adore my little and am really happy how awesome she is. Apartment living is a lot better. We are even decorating which is cool. Christmukkah will be ridiculous. I am enjoying my Drexel times. Last weekend there were crazy times to be had with Jackie and Fiona <3 Love hanging with them. This weekend will also be ridiculous. I have 85 things to do. Like AXP auction where I have to buy Indiana (my frat boy.. Indiana is what we refer to him as). He definitely came out of no where. I was a bit nervous at first because well he seemed too good to be true. A play geek from high school (O’Hara) with all the leads hum favorite musical Godspell.. I still can’t get over that and he played Jesus. He likes to take me to dinner, the movies, shows.. And when I buy him at the auction his prize is a trip to New York City to see a taping of Conan (I love Conan) and a romantic night in NYC but he is a super good kid. Oh and we are going to see the lights show too and I have never been so I am excited about that too. Ok back to the 85 things I also have Kate’s Christmas party and Cookie Baking Day which means I will be dead Saturday. I still need to shop for Chirstmukkah. Oy vey… Can’t wait to see the favs in a few weeks. I need to take off from work.. I got to get on that. I am thinking of having a normal home party as well during break that more Delco people could attend. Free pizza and maybe a white elephant Pollyanna who knows.. ok back to work.. Current Mood: boredCurrent Music: Christmas music |
| Monday, November 20th, 2006 |
| 12:28 pm |
whats is this feeling?
I have a weird mix of emotions at the moment.. I am currently at work and i am taking a break. Becasue as much as i love market research my eyes need a rest.. I have decided that I like the fact that I no longer live my life by the rules of others and as I look back the decsions that I am most proud of I made for me and did them on my own. ie the big stuff like college, major, sorority, etc... I can be very independant and all those choice I made with no influence. I just knew what i wanted and went for it. I can honestly say I don't regret them one bit. Now if only my attitude towards that applied to the rest of my life I would be set. I should feel more content. I made all these goals and I am achieving them and I am doing my best to keep on that track. I never was a quitter.. It just seems like something is missing. I know I would feel a lot worse if jackie wasn't my roommate. I say this all the time, but she really keeps me sane and is there when I am having some silly meltdown over life stressing me out or some stupid thing a silly boy did or retarted drexel people being jerks. Well the future holds promise and all I can do is keep up what I am doing. I find that now I tend to always look to the future and kinda hate when people stay stuck in the past. Maybe its just me, but I guess now I move on faster when I find things are futile. So this whole being single thing kinda interesting? It is a lot different being single in college then in highschool becasue well it seems there are so many possiblities out there. I went on some pretty decent dates and I am meeting a lot of people. I no longer feel like I need a guy to be who I am, but its always nice to see what is out there and I like that. hummmm so I should go work. I am coming home tuesday night. I CANT wait to see the delco favs aka LOVES of my LIFE! ps i already saw katie at ship this weekend and it was a lovely experience and I am glad i have a friend like her <3 pps I saw my brother on sunday at the philadelphia marathon I havent seen him since august and that was cool. I cant wait for thanksgiving and fam bonding too ok i am done now work for real Current Mood:  contemplative |
| Monday, October 30th, 2006 |
| 9:59 am |
Sick
Home sick from work " ( leave some love or feel free to bring soup... Current Mood:  sickCurrent Music: queen of pain - alkaline trio |
| Friday, October 27th, 2006 |
| 7:56 pm |
halloweekend
I am not sure what to expect this weekend. honestly i want to just sleep the weekend away..
i feel like i am doing that thing that i do everytime, thats just what i do.
"something bad is going to happen. Soon" "Can you vauge that up for me any more?" i think i correctly quoted buffy.. it seemed appropriate..
i am typing like jackie these days.. not sure if that is good.. or bad?
I overthink just thought i would share..
k bye.
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| Wednesday, October 4th, 2006 |
| 5:45 pm |
my head is sort of spinning... I need to stop overthinking life and being a hoface. I can't comprehend how I keep flip floping whether I love or regret everything I do. So the polls taken so far in this apartment: 1. when describing the people that live here is it correct to say "They are either really boring or drunken sluts"? 2. Where does one find a base for a stipper pole? my roommate is a nut and I love her. I make no sense and I can live with that ciao |
| Tuesday, September 19th, 2006 |
| 4:22 pm |
So i was thinking I have had this live journal since febuary 21st 2004. That seems so long ago. I reread my 1st entry. It was rigth after I saw a chorus line. I remembered I used to have a blurty but swtiched over. I had that since september 8th 2003. That was the day I saw my 2nd concert ever and my cell phone was killed in the crowd. I am tempted to re read all entries to see what a strange little kid I was. Those were my random thoughts. I moved in to Drexel. It is pretty cozy in my room. It feels like home. I can't wait to show it off. I can't wait for Friday and seeing old friends mixed with new ones. I guess I do a lot of waiting these days but I guess good things are worth the wait. Current Mood:  anxious |
| Sunday, September 3rd, 2006 |
| 11:51 pm |
ok i was childish
i don't hate steve he just makes mad. i'd still liek to be his friend. I dont mean to be so mean and i am sorry when angry i say things i dont mean.
last entry about steve every its a new day and im above talking about him here. sorry for being immature...
life is looking better " ) Current Mood:  calm |
| 7:54 pm |
ode to temple
i love temple a lot! i saw awesome friends yesterday that i missed. I meet really awesome new people. Ran onto random people and all that good stuff. I am really happy right now andd can't wait to visit again. I am going on thursday haha temple love <3 Current Mood:  happy |
| Friday, September 1st, 2006 |
| 5:48 pm |
you gotta fight for ur right to party
im sad
i want to party just for fun... I want to have fun again im turning into a lazy bum. Iwant to see friends i dont want to think of steve and how he always gets to have fun and i get stuck at home. i need a pick me up... if any1 would like t have fun with me please let me know id be glad to " ) i need some crazy times.
I also am becoming better friends with some people and that makes me happy. i like some people in life i really do. they arent just dimes a dozen. Current Mood:  crappy |
| Monday, August 28th, 2006 |
| 9:01 pm |
rabble rabble rabble
got a lovely call from steve today. he is through with me apparently. but riddle me this were we not already broken up and moving on? i guess when he breaks up with people he has to do it twice bc he forgot. I am being an emo kid about the fact he won't be my friend. i think it is so dumb to spend a year and 1/2 with some one and not slavage any kind of relationship. I cant just not be apart of his life. with the moving on I want a normal relationship for once or at least as normal as it can get. I am not gonna go looking for one but it one happens to find me i would be okay with that. Honestly I'd prolly be open to a lot of things. I know there are so many other "fish in the sea" and maybe one out there thinks i'm the perfect girl or something. I do know I need a change in life. I need someone who loves me for me and respacts my beliefs and decsions bc in the end thats all i have to fall back on other then amazing friends who are really awesome and are there when i need to rant or have my back. I love them a lot. It stinks to be away from them but its okay bc i will visit them soon. I dunno what i would do without my friends. Thank you for caring. |
| Saturday, August 19th, 2006 |
| 7:38 pm |
the pros and cons of living
+ I have amazing firends - They are all leaving or left - Tenny and mo are on opposite ends of the coast and lots of hours away " ( + I love my sisters and cant wait to spend more time with them + I move in with jackie and michele soon + I go on coop - I have no idea where yet - The same person knows how to break my hear into more and more peices - I feel lonely a lot and I don't think that is fair +The play went well and I am still running on a high from that - I won't see most of those people for 9 months |
| Saturday, July 29th, 2006 |
| 2:58 pm |
To do list: Get more play things organized Go apartment shopping Do something adventurous and random Read some books Only assoicate with people who like me for me Buy white shoes and brown shoes Get an Ipod case Go to the KOP Decorate jamie's aparetment Go to the city on Tuesday See jackie dena and the girls Stop being sad... That sounds good to me |
| Saturday, June 24th, 2006 |
| 1:46 am |
I knew this day would come but it doesnt make i hurt any less... I was so tired of my routine but now i dont know what to do with myself I will move on but it wont be easy It is all for the best I will be ok I'll survive |
| Sunday, June 18th, 2006 |
| 1:54 am |
oh life what am i to do with u
i can say already its great to be home
i liek this adventure club thing and being so random witht the favs
all the studff i did this year doesnt compare to the feeling u get when ur sitting around with some of ur favoritie ppl just talking about god knows what.
other things in life are rocky
i wish i could just stop analyzing and just figure out what is best for me
the worst week turned into a pretty good one bc of the great friends i have
ps blisters suck Current Mood:  confusedCurrent Music: i just saw james blunt on snl does that count |
| Tuesday, June 13th, 2006 |
| 2:04 am |
Wo hao xeu shen ( I am a good student)
I GOT AN A IN CHINESE!! YAY!
this makes up for the f i totally got in econ and will prolly get in accouting...
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| Friday, June 9th, 2006 |
| 1:38 pm |
Thank you for all your prayers. The lasted as long as they could. He passed away today, but hes been sick for a while. He was a good man and a great pop-pop. he will be missed dearly. R.I.P. Pop- pop Mc Nee |
| 3:54 am |
UHHHHH
I was really stressed today and it seems like all i do is never good enough.
I have this firend i love her a lot. I spent weeks on her graduation present and put a lot of time adn effort into it. She graduated today. I get home and I have a nasty comment on my facebook from her. She is mad I didnt call her today to congraduate her. It slipped my mind I was up til 5 writing a 20 page paper got up early and wrote the rest of it took like an hour lunch break got ready for this super huge interview then had to go to chinese lab for 3 hours and by the time I was done all of this and this was all very special I come home to fight with my mother and get her nasty message. i forgot it was thursday in school I work off of what is due not what dday it is and I am stressing out bc of finals as well. The last thing I need dis some1 who says they are my best friendd to not understand.
Not okay not cool |
| Wednesday, June 7th, 2006 |
| 9:36 pm |
Procrastinating my 20 page paper (I have 3 done) Does any1 like Angel and Demons? I got a free poster from the real John Landon today (he teaches at Drexel and is who Dan Brown modeled the character after) good stuff I crossed or in other words was initated on saturday afternoon quite a suprise. I got the retreat feeling it was a neat thing to go through. Lots of fun gifts which I was excited about. I am finally a sister. And no hazing just good clean fun and good starts to some friendships. I will miss my big though (she's graduating) 2 more days of classes 2 more days of finals 2 more days of work thats 6 days of freshmen year left " )/ "( |
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